Now I'm Here
Now I’m here,
standing barefoot in the snow
Everything I own
lays scattered down the road
I look back across my shoulder
at a place I used to know
The man behind my old front door
says I can’t come back no more
His rambling was incoherent
He played guitar with revelry
He said that he was Jesus Christ
the whole wide world, his enemy
His fingers moved across the frets
as if greased in Vaseline
He tried to put out wild fires
with a can of gasoline
I met a girl within those walls
from the land of revolutions
Her room was filled with wallflowers,
it was a jungle of illusion
She made sunshine from a box of pegs
and roll of chicken wire
She’ll paint your whole world yellow
and set your heart on fire
I lived there in the boiler room
where I painted by the night
And the paranoid musician
would keep the house uptight
With jealousy, suspicion
and his grandiose delusions,
he would brandish accusations
and demand his absolution
She was reading in the kitchen
when the storm began to rage
As if the tale of Robinson Crusoe
had been summoned from the page
Waves crashed upon the quarterdeck
and washed me out to sea
Dragged down in the undercurrent
I was jettisoned debris
His anger had consumed him
with unrivalled potency.
And who fell into the firing line,
just happened to be me
I was banished from his dwelling
and cast out to the street.
He cursed and spat and hollered
as I made a swift retreat
Now I’m here,
standing barefoot in the snow
I collect up all my things
and I walk on down the road